So I’ve been thinking a lot lately… I feel REALLY REALLY bad. I am NOT a good blogger, so don’t convince me that I am. Just read.
Foreverball11: Started blogging in February THIS YEAR and has like what? 20,000 hits already. I started November LAST year.
Mersay: She started at the SAME time as me, and almost has 100,000 hits. I just want to say a real word of congrats to you two.
Look at FantageVille. Whenever I see this, , I feel really good for her and Casey. I have less than 10,000 ONLY. What is wrong with my blog? I know I don’t have interesting pages, but I can’t think of ideas.
To be honest, this is ALMOST my everyday life:
Don’t say that I shouldn’t be worrying about hits and stuff, but I just feel REALLY REALLY bad. Right now in my current contest, THREE participants. To be honest, AGAIN, I really DON’T WANT TO BE GIVING AWAY MY SPRINGY SHOES. (Holy cow why did I say that publicly) I really really do not want to give it away. But I have to. For my OWN sake. I actually love them. I am actually THINKING of quitting now, and just starting a new blog and life with Foreverball11. I really don’t know.
It feels like I’m stuck between two parts: I WANT to be successful in blogging, but I don’t think I can do it like THIS. I now think that blogging about Fantage is a shame. Just a shame. I’d rather blog about Minecraft with Uran (aka Mihru) than this.
*I WILL COME UP WITH ANOTHER LONG POST LATER* 😦